The pics doesnt have any connection with this btw~
Though these last few weeks things looks smooth but, its so packed with many things and it’s starting to sow problems.
This is just a rant and personal thought~
Today everything started as usual but as soon as I arrive everything start to toppling down, begin from the report that suddenly have to be built. Then I start found mistake in the previous report that gonna be distributed today, so we resend it. After a hectic morning and everything start to calms down, there is another bit of mistake found but its already distributed. So… I felt like there’s a roller coaster in my stomach.
It’s not like, I like to making mistake, but rather pieces of troubles comes bit by bit and it all just bind together in the end. And my boss is a kind person, so I felt awfully guilty.
I don’t know what else to do and how to face him later on. Thank God this Friday is a holiday, I should take a breather and reflect back on what happen these last few weeks. I should re-arrange my priority, though I’m not a consistent type I guess it’s time to settle down more.
Regarding this I start to think whether my hobby is bothering my job. I guess in a certain extent, I already broke the limit. Though I say I should be more serious but sometimes I just felt lonely struggling alone.
Sorry this writing is all messed up somehow~
T__T I think I can’t sleep tonight~ but what happen has happen~ so this time I have to let it be and start walking forward again~